Friday, June 5, 2009

Life journey

Well, seems like not everyone know how to enjoy music together with the lyrics of my last post. Actually I was kinda expecting overwhelming replies, well, that's life. Not everything happened as you might wish. Now, do allow me to put it in a more human-readable format of what my thought was regarding the last post during that very moment...

Basically it's quite emotional for me to leave a place where I have been, IMO, worked so hard for more than 3 years. It has been a pleasure for me to involved what I've involved with. I couldn't ask for more indeed. Oh, that's kinda "template" wasn't it? Haha.

Other than work, of course, you. I remember once my ex-manager claimed that colleagues sometimes scored an equal value as of family member. I found it quite true. Whether you like it or not, you'll met your colleagues more often than your family members.

I appreciate the friendship we've grown together in our heart, and the battles we've fought together before. I'm proud of what we've achieved, actually. Although sometimes life goes up and down, but that's life! And I believe those down hill sharpen us all and get us ready for our battle ahead.

I especially want to thank you those who helped me along, those who guided me along, those who picked me up from a mess of shit, those who treated me as a friend, as buddy, or a secret lover. I appreciate that a lot. It grow me as a not so anti-social kind of person. I admit that I am not willing to open up my heart occasionally. (Alright, fine, I've been anti social for most of the time. Does that cheer you up a little bit?) It's because I found it hard to believe someone 100% truly. Due to my natural "naive-ness" and open-heart thought. I will easily get conned or get hurt, in which I don't like it at all. I'm just yet another ordinary person. Remember?

In fact, I've expressed all my above mentioned feeling in my previous blog. Here's the english human readable version:

I'll treat you as my true friend even though we might had argue and things were not getting really well sometimes. Although it might not be the happiest time, but I'll remember we've fought and grow together before.

I did enjoy it when we shared the wine among us during company trips. Did you? And of course with some extra secret laughter that might only kept in our heart. I've enjoyed it, did you?

It has been almost 2 weeks since I left the company, but the memories still stacked up high on top of my head. With fate, we've actually shared the same path, how amazing. I knew it before you that we are going to be apart, but I'm still missing what we've gone through together.

In the future, even though we might not meet for every working day, even though we might only pass by each other across the street like any stranger, even though we'll not getting closer and closer... But till now I'm still feeling very very proud of us, and I really meant it. You know why?
As I've met YOU in my life journey...

Friday, May 22, 2009

人在江湖之开演唱会记

这次轮都轮到我出狱了!没有特别的话想说,唯有凭歌寄意!
会唱的朋友跟着唱!请留意歌词。。
人生于世上有几个知己
多少友谊能长存
今日别离共你双双两握手
友谊常在你我心里
今天且要暂别
他朝也定能聚首
纵使不能会面
始终也是朋友
说有万里山隔阻两地遥
不需见面心中也知晓
友谊改不了
哇! 搞到民怨四起: “喂。。 太没有诚意了吧?! ”
对不起! 再给我一次机会, 不如试试以下这首:

最佳仓(战)友 -- 改篇于陈奕迅的最佳损友




仓友, 我当你一秒朋友
仓友, 我当你一世朋友
奇怪过去再不堪回首
怀缅时时其实还有
/* 即使我们过去有过不愉快, 我也会每刻想起你的一切... */

仓友, 你试过将我营救
仓友, 你试过把我批斗
无法再与你交心联手
毕竟难得有过最佳仓(战)友
/* 绝对金典! 对! 就是你! 与我一起奋斗的最佳仓(战)友... */

从前共你促膝把酒
倾通宵都不够
我有痛快过你有没有?
/* company trip 的时候... */

很多东西今生只可给你
保守至到永久
别人如何明白透
/* 谈起八卦的时候... */

实实在在踏入过我宇宙
即使相处到有个裂口
/* 谈起心事的时候... 然后讨论或骂架的时候... */

命运决定了以后再没法聚头
但说过去却那样厚
/* 虽然我决定退出江湖, 以后各奔前程,
但过去接近三年半的时间不是和你白过的...
*/

问我有没有确实也没有
一直躲避的藉口非什么大仇
为何旧知己在最后
变不到老友
不知你是我敌友已没法望透
被推着走跟着生活流
来年陌生的
是昨日最亲的某某
/* 缘分原来只是生活的一部分...
你将是我昨日最亲的某某 ...
俗称 ex-colleague...
*/

生死之交当天不知罕有
到你变节了至觉未够
多想一天彼此都不追究
相邀再次喝酒
待葡萄成熟透
/* 可能失去了才懂得珍惜... */

但是命运入面每个邂逅
一起走到了某个路口
是敌与是友各自也没有自由
位置变了各有队友
/* 天下无不散的宴席...
各有各奋斗的目标...
*/

问我有没有确实也没有
一直躲避的藉口非什么大仇
为何旧知己在最后
变不到老友
不知你是我敌友已没法望透
被推着走跟着生活流
来年陌生的
是昨日最亲的某某
/* 随着岁月的洗礼,你将会是我昨日最亲的某某...
俗称 ex-colleague...
*/

早知解散后各自有际遇作导游
奇就奇在接受了各自有路走
却没人像你让我眼泪背着流
严重似情侣讲分手
/* 不知怎么, 明明知道自己将出狱了,
不过依依不舍的感觉依然还是向我涌过来...
*/

有没有确实也没有
一直躲避的藉口非什么大仇
为何旧知己在最后
变不到老友
不知你又有没有挂念这旧友
或者自己早就想通透
来年陌生的是昨日最亲的某某
总好于那日我没有
没有遇过某某

/* 虽然以后我们不可能朝夕相对,
虽然以后我们只能擦肩而过,
虽然以后我们可能变得很陌生,
不过我还是觉得很荣幸,
因为我曾经在我人生的旅途上,
可以遇到你... */


怎样?很酷吧?很适合吧?! 哈哈!

最后,再次谢谢大家对小弟的赏识,包容,与祝福!
我不会让大家失望的!
后会有期!

Friday, January 16, 2009

人在江湖之游戏结束记

回想起仓友#5324出狱, 时隔才五个月, 今天又有一名仓友即将要出狱了。 他是这监狱里的其中一个元老 (就是蹲了很久监狱的老人家, 真不知道他之前到底犯了什么罪)。 五年了。 无人不晓。 他自称自己是“游戏”。 (现在明白为什么标题是Game Over了吧?) 他本人是蛮喜欢摔角的, 所以可能“游戏”对他而言, 会另有一番风味。

刚开始认识他时, 他不多话。 只知道埋头苦干。 偶尔会调戏一下月饼老大而已。 虽然当时我睡月饼老大隔壁仓, 不过游戏与我也不多话的。 后来我转仓到他对面, 我们才开始了少许的交谈。 后来我又转仓, 又再少交谈了。 基于“客网”服务令的缘故, 他转来我对面仓, 我们的话题才开始多起来。

以我们仓当时的位置, 闻名为足球仓。 原因是因为我们仓刚好挤了英超四大豪门。 游戏是红魔, 我是蓝军, 另外两个是(已出仓)红军的“阿飞尔”与(被逼是)兵工厂的“有型哥”。 四大豪门, 今天将只剩我蓝军。 不知是否应该可喜可贺, 还是可歌可泣。

其实别说想当年, 甚至现在, 我们也是很少交谈的。 没有什么特别原因, 虽然我们话题少, 不过句句都是心里话肺腑言。 很多东西, 我一说他就明白我想表达什么, 反之亦然 (vice versa)。 甚至我们还蛮多时候有一致的想法。 我们都是心照的。 所以与其说了解, 到不如说性格接近。

不但如此, 游戏还是一位影响我还蛮深的仓友。 他厉害到还有能力影响其他仓友。 首先, 他是我们众部落格与“面书”的开国功臣。 如果不是他不屈不挠的精神, 也不会造就现在的“肥仔妈妈”了。 (起码大多数人是因为被他影响而活跃的)

更重要的是, 他有能力牵动大家(尤其是开心)情绪。 说他是我们大家的开心果一点也不夸张。 记得有一次他患上高血压, 几乎全仓人都为他担心, 他竟然可以笑笑的回应一些有的没的, 真够潇洒! 有时我觉得他的开心是伪装出来的, 只因他不想让别人担心, 只因他喜欢全部人都笑。 我深信, 欢乐和笑声一定会被游戏一连带走。 (注: 虽然我对游戏的评语有赞无弹, 不过我要事先声明, 我唔係基佬!)

现已凌晨, 依依不舍? 少许。 心中祝福? 无限。 毕竟天下无不散之宴席, 问又有谁出狱不被祝福呢? “游戏”, 你就这样度过了狂傲的五年多了。 总希望你能留多一些快乐回忆给我们, 可事情往往不如我们所愿, 生活亦是如此。 别哭! 切蛋糕时, 我们不哭! 你的心意我们是知道的。 我们会坚强的了。 在这, 我祝你出狱快乐。

再见了, 编号 #3:16。

Friday, January 2, 2009

I am happy

I am happy today. The excitement is like children got their new toy. This was one of my last year wish, and early this year I already has my wish came true. Yes, today was just 2nd day of the year. And I'm glad I finally made some positive progress.

Joel Barker quotes:
Vision without action is a dream. Action without vision is simply passing the time. Action with Vision is making a positive difference.
From now on, I'll make sure I make progress on each of my new year resolution!

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Last Day of 2008

Today is the Last Day of the Year 2008.

Hereby I wish you Happy New Year.
May you and your family stay healthy and happily ever after.